My new role at work means a different ebb and flow to the professional day and the weeks that, grouped together, those days make. Instead of having periods of inactivity alternating with painfully-full stretches of marking and contact hours, each day has an almost-finite range of things I need to do, spread fairly evenly throughout the day. There’s a two-part reason for this. One is the different way in which my teacherly responsibilities are divided up this year. The other is the way in which my voluntary role is based around relationship-building, which means lots of meetings and many things for which to be taking responsibility, but in small, frequent, task-sized portions, thus far. (When annual bargaining starts, I’m told, this will be a different story.)
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My new role at work has sideswiped me with its intensity. This I knew it would do, but that knowledge isn’t the same as actually experiencing it. I have noticed, however, that such constant activity and things-to-be-done means I have no time at day’s end for the kind of morbid thoughts that otherwise easily preoccupy not only Roast Beef, at right, (click through for the whole sorrowful cartoon) but also, at times, your humble author.
I am reminded daily that to step up to new tasks and a new challenge means executing new nuances of Fail. I am making mistakes already. I hope to make fewer in future, and not to let too many people down in the process.
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The building in which I work is an exemplar of brutalism–you can see it in all its glory here–and is built up on the side that is not featured in the image, which is also the side on which you may find my office. Those tiny shutter-style windows that mean in winter the whole floor tends to bleakness have protected my officemates and me from the worst of the heat.
What heat it is. Lift conversations, a fairly good index of what’s on the building’s mind, are solely about the heat. Even those with not yet much English can say “sooooo hoT!” with the emotive emphasis that transcends grammar. My tutorial and I trekked across campus to our teaching room this morning to find that some wise soul had switched the heat pump on to eighteen degrees. It was like teaching in a happy fridge.
I do not mind the heat too much, however, since days like this are small in number in summer, let alone in the calendar year. I suspect my tendency to be sedentary helps in this regard, as does having hair long enough to tie back. The dogs know how to position themselves in drafty doorways and stay very still, which helps them too, and means they need not lose their sightlines for regarding all that goes on in the world.
The poor señor works in a hot environment. Even the late shift doesn’t cool off much. He comes home, as Krusty once said of Homer, a steamed Gentile. One might wish for a hot man around the house, but not like this.
A letter in today’s post advises me that I have not been shortlisted for the lecturing job at a university well south of here, for which I had previously been longlisted. In the interests of moving upward and onward, I though I would here list the things which I am very pleased not to have to renounce by way of relocating for the position. In presenting the list in bullet-point form I nod my head to two powerful predecessors in the use of this form. Unlike some in academia, I do not consider the use of bullet-points a sign of the decline of the age of reason. At work I experience the kind of renown for my bullet-points that other women elsewhere might experience for their flowerbeds or crochet. Towit:
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Friends, I have been out and about, which is why there has been so little activity here of late. I italicise those adverbs in order to convey, in some skinny way, the exhilaration of having a break from the every day. Not the tender pleasures of life at home, in which the señor and I slowly consume our merged collection of DVDs (“it’s only a film, h-bird,” he said as I gripped his arm during the final two or so hours of The Seven Samurai), and in which the too-longness of the dogs’ nails is recorded in the score-marks on our arms as they attempt to insinuate their hairy selves into our couch-sitting, all at once. No; the every day from which I have happily flown is the predictable minutiae of work: interesting students, affable colleagues, tasks completed without too much throat-clamping pressure of time (unlike the first-semester blues), but a routine so familiar to me I sometimes dream it and think my day’s finishing when it begins.
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Riding the work waves
29 March, 2009
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