Motivations and Impediments

6 June, 2009

in at home,O internet,writing & research

One of the reasons I have such energy for writing here at the moment is as a kind of proof-positive against my perpetual fear: that my professional and voluntary roles at Concrete University will drain my energy reserves and leave me unable to do anything except work, eat dinner and go to bed early.  The present time of year, in which I am between semesters (we run on a slightly different calendar from the undergraduate university proper) is a time in which such a worry seems to flourish.  So there’s a defensive element to my prose, getting as much down as possible so that when the time crunch comes I won’t feel I wasted it when I had it.  (The final chapters of my manuscript could benefit from the same kind of fidelity, it must be said.)

It’s natural enough as a blog and journal reader to wonder or even worry when the usual suspects don’t post for a while, but as [info]msconduct‘s post, cited below, shows, this may be for the happiest, nay fluffiest, of reasons:

I need a whole new mathematical concept to encapsulate the amount of work that does not get done with three kittens in the house. And another one to describe the even larger negative volume of work both left undone and actually undone that occurs when three kittens are sitting on my keyboard and batting at my screen.

The lives of cats and dogs form a certain thematic among my LJ friends (among whom, [info]fusco‘s kitkats are a highlight).  About this, I am not complaining.

My Arthur, nine years old on 29 May.

My Fern, one of Arthur’s pups, prettiest of all and bottom of the pack.  In the background are the harvestparents.





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merc 7 June, 2009 at 20:14

Exuberance is Beauty.
William Never Afraid Of Capitals Blake.
Proverbs of Hell.

merc’s last post was Joy.

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harvestbird 8 June, 2009 at 13:11

When I was in London in (northern) autumn 2007 there was an exhibition of some of Blake’s etchings and writings at the Tate Britain, if I recall correctly. There was quite an extended discussion in the writings surrounding the curation as to whether Blake’s words about African slave and ex-slave children were racist or visionary.

That is more or less apropos of nothing but it was exciting to see writers and critics engaging with the work with fiery enthusiasm, which is no less than it deserves!

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merc 8 June, 2009 at 13:26

LOL, Blake racist…
True story from Flaxman,
Flaxman to William Blake; What do you do when the genius doesn’t visit?
William Blake; We pray don’t we Mrs B. We pray.
Blake married under his station for which his Father (a Methodist? Minister) cut him off. Mrs Blake was illiterate. William taught her to read. Mrs Blake would also colour his prints of an evening on their kitchen table. A visitor was once scandalised to find the two of them naked in their back yard enjoying the Sun.
I have read extensively on Blake, including the massive tomes of Raines and I find nowhere the spectre of racism within him.
Still, they tried him for sedition, and failed. Initially he was considered quite mad. As far as I am concerned there is no one in the English language that can touch him.
His fatal error perhaps, his belief in the Demiurge and his sublime drawing style.

Every night and every morn…

merc’s last post was Joy.

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harvestbird 8 June, 2009 at 16:41

Blake married under his station for which his Father (a Methodist? Minister) cut him off. Mrs Blake was illiterate. William taught her to read.

There’s something tremendously touching about that image. I wonder what the modern equivalent, if any, would be? Learning to code?

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merc 8 June, 2009 at 17:05

Teaching one’s beloved to read the psyche perhaps.
Gilchrist’s, The Life of William Blake is a lovely book. Of the widows, Mrs Blake I love, Mary Shelley a close second.

merc’s last post was Joy.

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harvestbird 8 June, 2009 at 17:11

At about eighteen or nineteen I was fascinated with Elizabeth Cook, Captain Cook’s widow who outlived not only her husband but also her seafaring sons and died over the age of ninety. I wanted to write a play about her and other famous abandoned, widowed or imprisoned women. In this I was admittedly influenced by studying Top Girls in my first year at university.

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merc 8 June, 2009 at 17:29

Closer to home Capt. Hayter Jackson’s widows would make for interesting reading.
The Cannibal Dog book by Salmond was a Cook revelation for me.

merc’s last post was Joy.

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